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It’s been a few days since my last log. I’ve been stuck in my own head, and a lot has changed in my perspective recently. I have to stop these videos by saying “I’ve been…

Things are getting better, but they are also getting uncomfortable. My involvement with different groups, communities, and even friendships has felt different lately. For the first time, I feel like I truly understand what “right”…

It’s been a couple of days since the last log. I got a bit distracted, and mentally, I feel like I’ve slipped back into the mood I was in when I first started this series.…

Today marks Day 10 of this journey—ten days of recording these logs and forced self-reflection. When I started these videos, it was simply because I wanted to create something, but I’ve quickly realized that I’ve…

Today, I am feeling incredibly self-conscious. This is actually the fifth time I’ve tried to record this video. I keep tripping over my words and going off on tangents, and it’s made me question who…

It’s weird the way life goes. I woke up today and realized my internal “light” has finally changed. I’m only seven logs in, but I’m already incredibly grateful for these reference points. Six days ago,…

I’m already starting to see a benefit from these videos. It’s strange, but being forced to speak my internal state out loud has made me very aware that most of my issues stem from within—how…

Today’s log is a little different. My camera is dead, and I have my son with me, so I’m recording this on my phone in the bathroom. It’s raw, it’s real, and it’s exactly where…